I am so bored..... I'm sitting in the computer lab waiting to talk to my boyfriend who is doing hw (for once) with one of his classmates.  The only reason he's doing his  hw is cuz he's the econ tutor and his classmate came for help on the hw.  So now he's doing hw.  *sigh*....... *yawn*..............................................................

It's kinda cold in here.  But it's colder out there.  I'm bored.  I think I need food.  My dinner was string cheese and sprite.  It was yummy.  Didn't hold me for very long though.  I want my hair to grow faster.  I won't be home for Christmas but I will be home for New Years.  I get to spend Christmas with by boyfriend.  He's so happy about that.  We're gonna spend Thanksgiving at my aunt's.  We just need a car.  We're borrowing his moms car.  His car isn't ready yet.  His old car got totalled.  Wow, this sounds like a 1st grader's composition.

Hey look!  He's finished !! yaya!!! Time to go. bye bye

Your Boobies' Names Are...

Love Muffins

HAHAHA!!! That's wonderful!!!

Your True Love Is a Scorpio

Why you'll love a Scorpio: Strong and sexy, Scorpio will overpower you into falling in love (before you even realize it!). You'll love being swept away by Scorpio - into a world of insane passion. Why a Scorpio will love you: You don't mind letting your Scorpio take the reigns, as long as you know you're truly cared for. Loyal and devoted, you would never do anything to set off insanely jealous Scorpio.

wow.... that describes Chirstian and myself wonderfully, except he's not a scorpio.

You Are A Cypress Tree

You are strong, adaptable, and striving to be content. You're good at taking what life has to give - even if you don't like it. A passionate lover who can't be satisfied, you are quick tempered at times. You hate loneliness, want love and affection, and need to be needed. A bit of a live wire, you love to gain knowledge any cost... and you can be careless at times.

You Have Your Sarcastic Moments

While you're not sarcastic at all times, you definitely have a cynical edge. In your opinion, not all people are annoying. Some are dead! And although you do have your genuine moments, you can't help getting your zingers in. Some people might be a little hurt by your sarcasm, but it's more likely they think you're hilarious.

damn these online quizes... taking away hours of my life. anyway, back to sleep or hw.

just failed my calc final so i decided to do a bunch of dumb online tests

You Are Sensual Sexy

You exude a luxiourous sensuality in your everyday life Turning heads everywhere you go, it's all about your sexy attitude. You're naturally hot - gorgeous in both sweats and stilettos. Your biggest problem is that your utra sexy self sometimes scares men away.

You Are a Skin Deep Sweetheart

You may be supermodel gorgeous or a plain Jane. It really doesn't matter, because you're confident and secure. You don't go out looking like a slob, but you are low maintenance. You have better things to worry about than whether your nails are the right shade!

Guys Like That You're Sensitive

And not in that "cry at a drop of a hat" sort of way You just get most guys - even if you're not trying to Guys find it is easy to confide in you and tell you their secrets No wonder you tend to get close quickly in relationships!

You Are Artemis!

Brave, and a natural born leader. You're willing to fight for what you believe in... And willing to make tough decisions. Don't forget - the people around you have ideas too!

You Are A Lily

You are a nurturer and all around natural therapist. People see you as their rock. And they are able to depend on you. You are a soothing influence. You can make people feel better with a few words. Your caring has more of an impact than even you realize.

You Are A Woman!

Congratulations, you've made it to adulthood. You're emotionally mature, responsible, and unlikely to act out. You accept that life is hard - and do your best to keep things upbeat. This makes you the perfect girlfriend... or even wife!

You are a Romantic Realist

Okay, so you fall in the middle. You know that love isn't like a greeting card... Yet you can always find a greeting card to describe your feelings. You are the best of both worlds Girly yet independent, dreamy yet serious. Almost any guy can find balance with you.

Your Element is Fire

Your power color: red Your energy: hot Your season: spring Like a fire, you are full of power and light. A born leader, you easily draw people toward you. You are full of courage and usually up for anything dangerous. You have a huge ego and love to be the center of attention.

Your Scent is Mango

Sultry, sweet, and mellow You enjoy every moment of life!

You Are a Soft Kisser

Your kissing style is understated, but effective You give soft, sweet, and soulful kisses to your special guy And that's the key: he's got to be special to get your kiss Because you don't just go around kissing anyone

Your Dream Engagement Ring Has a Heart Diamond!

You wear your heart on your sleeve, so of course you should also wear it on your ring. A heart diamond is the perfect choice for highlighting your passionate disposition. Only a true romantic can get away with wearing this ring. Luckily, that's you. And only a true romantic can give you this ring, so make sure you find him...!

The PJ's You Are Most Like: Underwear

You enjoy the simple things in life and aren't hard to please You have an understated, easy sexyness that men love And you're confident enough to pull it off - without being overbearing

Your Inner Muse is Melpomene

You are most like this muse of tragedy. While you aren't depressed, you don't shy away from sadness. Although you do tend to be gloomy, you have a sensitive side. And this sensitive side helps inspire and help others.

You are Betty Grable

The ulitmate girl next door You're the perfect girl for most guys Pretty yet approachable. Beautiful yet real.

You Belong in Rome

You're a big city girl with a small town heart Which is why you're attracted to the romance of Rome Strolling down picture perfect streets, cappuccino in hand And gorgeous Italian men - could life get any better?

Men See You As Choosy

Men notice you light years before you notice them You take a selective approach to dating, and you can afford to be picky You aren't looking for a quick flirt - but a memorable encounter It may take men a while to ask you out, but it's worth the wait

You Are a Natural Beauty!

You're the kind of beauty that every guy dreams about... One that looks good in the morning - without a stich of makeup That's doesn't mean you're a total hippie chic though You have style, but for you, style is effortless

OH MY GOODNESS GRACIOUS GREAT BALLS OF FIRE!!!!!  on April 8th (christian's birthday ) i went to Geneva College to watch him play rugby.  HOLY CRUD that is the crappyist college i have ever seen!!!!  well... their football field is nice but the rugby field.... o man.... u have to hike down a steep hill covered in rocks that make u slipp and then when u get to the field.... *sigh* it's a smaller that regular rugby field with duct taped PVC pipes for goal posts and sticks right of the dead trees stuck in the ground with rope strung from one to the next to indicate where the spectators are suppose to be.  and the graffiti!!! o man..... this is what they have graffitied on their walls



  .......  Geneva students to make sense to me.... *sigh*

In other news: for those of u wondering when i'll be back in cali, my flight is may 9th. 

See ya then!!!

Thinking of the future

don't u just hate thinking about the future?  i know i do.  it just makes me wanna cry.  actually, i already did.  it saddens me that i'm still unsure of what i wanna do as a career, what i wanna major in, and where i wanna live.  i mean, when i first started going to allegheny college, i only meant to find friends.  but i ended up finding great friends who r best friends, too, and i found him.  he was the one who i never thought i would EVER have to worri about finding.  but i found him.  now my future, that i thought i had fairly well planned out, is meeting complications.  now when i look at my future i see major 'what if's' and 'i don't know's'.  things r just getting so complicated and harder.  so many choices and so little time.  i never thought i would ever fall this hard and this fast for anyone.  i'm afraid that it'll end too soon or that i'll have to leave and never see him again.  and i don't wanna leave my friends.  i love them all so much!  i just wish that things could be simple like they used to be.